I don’t care about SEO much on this post. I just needed to clarify about Directory Cancellation – and how it’s to do with my original idea about Content Creator Directories. I’ll keep the post up about it, because it’s important people know that there’s ideas out there for others. I care about small streamers, content creators. However, I have to value my mental health over everything else.
I have ADHD, Autism and a myriad of other things. I am extremely liable to horrible burnout, because I use projects to carpet shuffle and ignore that I need to relax. Cancelling the project means i’m not going to run through the same hoops I have before.
A year ago i did BeehiveSL.
A year ago i’d managed to get in extremely hot water with the Second Life community over some stupid stuff i’d done and said – none of it maliciously either. Just that when i’m extremely pressured, I will corner myself and I end up unable to say things the way I need to and I get confused and flustered. That means I usually start lashing out.
Previous to that?
I’d done Oshare Curry and hide’s voice.
All three were social media/directory type sites. With a variant on subject for each of them either to do with news or fandom.
All of them cost more, both in monetary and time – but also in soul crushing burnout.
I care SO much about the communities i’m learning to be around that i’m willing to drop a project that may help us all – just to save myself. It sounds weird, but i’m sure everyone could agree that sometimes we have to sit further back on the sidelines to help.
I am COMMITTED to still making a stand with people about twitch issues, and other things. My website isn’t branded the way some of my social media is and adheres to my professional side rather than my entertainment and personal sides. Thus is why I don’t use “voidcrew” on this site, rather than now still using my name. (Which is the only name you’ll find for now – because i’m trying to be better about my online identity and save myself the trouble of getting doxxed.)
Please be safe out there.
Please be better at taking care of yourself, everyone’s mental health is more important sometimes than things that are larger than us.
Fighting for our rights is important, but self care is too.
Also because of my crumbling issues in the last 48 hours, I am on a mini hiatus until the end of the week from streaming on twitch and doing dark star radio. I need to just chill the correct way. XD.
THANK YOU <3